This is why they call it the WAITING GAME...

Baby -

I can't believe I am not holding you in my arms yet!  Not only did you not arrive in late July, like we thought you were, but you didn't even arrive on you due date!!  No, Mommy is not mad, at all.  Just a little frustrated and anxious.  Frustrated because everyone keeps asking when you are going to get here.  I understand they are all as anxious as we are, but its frustrating to keep repeating the same thing everyday.  I feel like all of my frustration has somehow gone to you and now you are putting your foot down and making everyone wait, including me! Every night is a restless night because my anxiety does not let me sleep...every night I wonder if this is the night I am going to go into labor.  But it isn't and as much as I love feeling you inside me and having you all to my self, I am dying to meet you already!  We have been ready for you for so long already! 

I am starting to freak out a little about you not coming on your own and having to get Induced!!!  Just thinking about that scares me.  I know that sometimes things don't always go according to how we planned it, but I really hope they are as close to it as possible.

I am sorry if at any moment I made you feel rushed to coming out.  I just want it all to be perfect, just the way we planned it.  Your daddy and I are a bit sad because your Nana (daddy's mom) may not be here for your birth day.  Its very important for all of our loved ones to be here, especially your grandparents, who have been anxiously waiting for you and knowing that one of them may not be here really hurts us, but somethings are just out of our control and even if she can't physically be here, we know that her heart will be.  I am sorry for pressuring you into coming home early.  Take your time my little one.  Mommy and Daddy will be right here waiting for you. 

Love Mommy!